American model and entrepreneur Chrissy Teigen documented grief of losing her baby last year in a social media post on Friday as she approaches what could have been her delivery due date.
In an Instagram post, Chrissy shared photos from the
shoot of her husband John Legend’s music video ‘Wild’. This is the where she
first hinted about being pregnant for the third time and was 10 weeks along.
Sharing the memory, the cookbook author expressed the thrill and excitement with which she planned on welcoming her third child, who she had named Jack.
“These are from our video shoot for Wild in Mexico. I was 10 weeks along and out of my mind happy.”
Referring to her tragic miscarriage, Teigen further wrote
that she had no idea about the hardships she had to face in the coming next weeks.
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“I could have never imagined what would happen over the next 10 weeks…not sure I’ll ever be able to watch that video again without sobbing but I hope he feels my tears and knows we miss him so.”
The model also reflected on the difficult times she has been having since her miscarriage.
“I was so scared of seeing him in my nightmares that I forgot about seeing him in my dreams. I hurt every day from that remorse. This month is a rough reminder and to be honest, I thought the worst was over but I guess life and emotions aren’t on any sort of schedule.” Teigan wrote.
The 34 year old also said that she regrets not being able to see her son’s face till date and that no amount of sorrow could beat the pain she had gone through the phase.
For those unversed, Chrissy Teigan and her husband John legend suffered a miscarriage due to pregnancy complications in October and broke the news by sharing a heartbreaking social media post.
The couple announced their third pregnancy in August.
Teigan and Legend, who tied the knot in September 2013 after being together for six years, have two kids, four-year-old daughter named Luna and two-year-old son Miles.
