Late Bollywood actor Sushant Singh Rajput once wrote a note to himself in which he introspected his perspective towards life. “I think I spent 30 years of my life, trying to become something, Rajput wrote in the handwritten note, the picture of which was shared by his sister Shweta Singh Kirti.
“I wanted to become good at things. I wanted to become good at tennis and school and grades,” the actor wrote.
“And everything, I viewed in that perspective. I am not ok the way I am but if I got good at things… I realised I had the game wrong,” Rajput wrote.
“Because the game was always to find out what I already was,” he wrote at the end.
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His sister shared the note on social media with the caption, “Written by bhai…The thought so profound #foreversushant.”
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After being a popular face on television, Rajput made his Bollywood debut in 2013, in Abhishek Kapoor’s ‘Kai Po Che!’.
His notable works include Detective Byomkesh Bakshy!, MS Dhoni: The Untold Story, Chhichhore.
The actor died by suicide at his Mumbai residence in June, last year.
